this is my school. I learn everything from here. and I won’t ever forget it. it’s always feels like home.
I miss my high school and being nerd.
Black coffee
in the morning, it was a mood booster. my mood booster. making me so exited for a day long. and hoping that it influence doesn’t go that fast, so I can feel happy for even only a day.
in front of a book. that book specially, because I hate to learn something, and read it in a so much time. but in different kind of book, I can read it for all night. very tiring, but also always feels awesome.
my back sound is a song from padi “menunngusebuah jawaban.” making everyone like a brokenhearted person all night. yeah right. with a glass of black coffee at my right hands, I started to write about my thing, that goes in my mind. very cool.
when I read about this one day, I’ll get very shock and perhaps laughing. I laugh at myself often.
first experience
shock! I forget to bring my room key, so I have to opening the window – with force – and hoping that tomorrow I can get my key back. Damn! I make all the house noisy. I don’t like to make someone busy for me. but today was totally out of my mind, and the most important thing is that that didn’t go as my plan!
that was my fault, so I can do nothing.
I’m glad my room still good but I was pretty sad that I can’t take care of my own thing. the point is I am really disappointed by my self.
again, this is my fault, I can’t more agree by this. *take and heal*
a copywriter
thief!
thief!
thief!
thief!
making not more than money.
killing his own ability.
drowning himself on a criminality.
can never do more
Stalker
I’m staking as if it’s normal. I am a normal stalker, and I know my line, I won’t cross it.
but I still do a stalking think, from google earth, pipl, and someone give how to look for somebody through cellphone number, but it doesn’t free. and I’m not an expert.
stalking make myself more comfort. the most important thing is, I don’t want to interrupt anyone life. beside, it’s easier to ask them what do you want to know, isn’t it?
ps: I do stalk, but only to you.
me.
dear night,
You won’t be able to imagine where i sit right now. Just imagining your best place of being alone and be someone that really you. This was the only reason i sit here and think about everything. Oh, and by the way, I wasn’t thinking about something, but i was looking for some qualitative time. And the best think is that I’m alone. That’s the most important thing right now.
This is my only way of thinking clearly and without any interruption from anyone. Until i get the right spot to to this in my own, I’ll take this place as mine. And keep writing something about myself. That was pretty cool. Something that i will never get in my home. And this is something i really will pay with a lot of money and will never regretting it.
Oh, and my eyes getting hard. I love to be here. And I truly exited about this place. I think I will never be able to find some place like this and better than where I sleep right now. this is what I called “relaxation”. the best part of my room.
PS: It’s really CHEAP!
sincerely,
me
jalan kaki
aku berjalan dengan semangat berlebih di hari dan gairah yang hampir memuncak karena persiapan ujian. jadi bepikir yang tidak-tidak. untung masih dapat ditolerir, tersenyum sendirian dijalan, merasakan senang sendirian.
padahal tidurnya aku tadi malam tidak begitu menyenangkan.
untung masih bisa berjalan kaki. ya kan?
having FUN!
I’m remembering something that very important for me. that kind of memory. that’s my only entertainment. pathetic. but that’s my only one. really. oh, and writing I guess. than I think, that I don’t have a life. oh my god.